I'm starting to feel the isolation effect on my general well being. IDK, not having that social element of going to the job on a daily routine is starting to wear me out a little.
Outside of work, during down time I feel ok, I'm able to keep busy. I play golf, yard work, split wood, go to small social gatherings here and there.
I respond to fire calls, taking the general precautions we have in place, but there's always that little voice in the back of my head that keeps me alert and from becoming complacent, then I'm home.
I think I'm just tired of it all, I think I'm worried about another large scale shutdown in my area once the colder weather moves in, I think I'm just starting to see some signs of depression due to overall boredom and future uncertainty.
Just trying to keep myself distracted, take steps one at a time, and know that I'm not the only one feeling like this